thinking and drinking

making cupcakes in the kitchen, following a 900 year old secret family recipe, which no one can know or even find out (unless you pay kyle, he would be willing to sell it if the price is right).  these cupcakes, of course, are the sequel to magnificent money making margaritas which, coincidentally, are also a 900 year old secret family recipe that kyle may or may not be willing to sell.  Lauren is semi angry during this whole process, as she is barely drinking her margarita which kyle believes to be the cause of her anger.  people who give early xmas presents are gay.  people who don't use turn signals are gay.  and, most of all women drivers shouldn't be able to drive.
which brings me to the point of the blog.  and what exactly is the point of a blog? of any blog?  like a public diary? do people really think about each specific thing they post online in a blog? for potentially millions of strangers to see? do i want strangers reading about my personal life and any intimacies that i may or may not share?  do i like strangers looking at my facebook and then thinking they know me because the pictures i have posted look enough like me that they can recognize me walking down the street? absolutely not. its weird.

o yeah, me and lauren have a 6 year plan. which does not involve kids.  lauren thinks all of our friends are either engaged or married.  technically, this is incorrect.  not most of my friends are married, and it's quite possible most of her friends are married, but they're obviously crazy, since only crazy people get married. 

however, it can also be said that only crazy people are able to love.  and i do love lauren. and i did not just insert that into this blog posting because shes sitting beside me yelling/questioning me why our 6 year plan does not include marriage. we just don't particularly need to think about that now. both of us have lots of shit to learn and lots of room to grow.  we're still having fun, still loving, still doing different things together.  we need not be in such a hurry to grow up, rather just have fun and enjoy what is happening now.  and 69.

now lauren will type. starting now.